Today makes me 39 weeks and 4 days pregnant. I won't lie to you - I really thought that I'd be holding a baby boy named Hank in my arms by now. I guess he has other ideas. I partially blame my mom's side of the family for getting my hopes up about delivering early with the claim that "we just grow them fast." It is true that many of my cousins were born around 36-38 weeks and all weighed over 7 pounds, but I have now long surpassed this timeframe. I'm about 99% sure that Hank will weigh over 7 pounds. Now the words that keep running through my head are those of one my patients from the nursing home who kindly told me every single day for the past two months, "that baby is going to be a 10 pounder! You look like you're carrying a watermelon!" Do I really think that he'll weigh 10 pounds? The answer is no, but I wouldn't say that I'm 99% sure.
My last day of work was May 4th. It was a last minute decision that I made that day. I might sound like a wuss but in all honesty I came home from work every day for that last week feeling utterly exhausted. By the end of the day, I was usually slowly hobbling around because some part of me was constantly aching whether it was my butt, my back, or my feet - and sometimes all three. The 45 minute drive to and from work often made me nauseous - not sure of the reasoning behind this but it would go away as soon as I got out of the car. I also didn't feel like I was giving my patient's the high quality therapy that I'm used to dishing out, though my coworkers assured me otherwise. Well, that's enough for my pity party. I've spent the last few days at home relaxing. I've gone on walks, vacuumed, and ate hot wings - but these have not had any influence on Hank whatsoever. I keep getting advice to mow the lawn, but I have to remind everyone that we literally live in the desert. I guess babies have their own agenda sometimes. I'm preparing myself for the fact that Hank could very well go past his due date and that I might have to be induced - that's right Terrell ladies, I could be our first induction.
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| Approximately 36 weeks |
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| 39 weeks 4 days and officially feeling absolutely huge! |
I know this is a long post but bear with me - I'm spending my days at home alone with two dogs who don't talk back. One of the activities that I started yesterday to help pass the time and keep me entertained is my online traffic school course. Yes, Mom and Dad, I got a speeding ticket a month or so ago. I was going 70 mph in a 55 mph zone on a road where the majority of drivers go 80 mph or more. I know, I was in the wrong. The California Highway Patrol is nothing like the movie Super Troopers. No joking around. No small talk. No sympathy for the pregnant lady. Nothing. At least in Indiana you get somewhat of a chance to talk your way out of a ticket. I didn't get asked the usual questions of "Maam, do you know how fast you were going?" or "Maam, why were you speeding?" Yes, I've been pulled over for speeding numerous times. A simple "license, registration, and proof of insurance" is how I was greeted. He then left and came back with a ticket. Of course, I expressed my wish to him that they would catch the people going 90 mph and passing in no-passing zones. His response, "Last week I pulled a guy over going 114 mph." CHP 1. Mindy 0.
Anyway, I wanted to share something that I learned in traffic school today. They say that you should do your part to help make the roads safer by helping to prevent road rage in others. One way to do this is to not drive slowly in the far left lane, therefore blocking the passing lane on the interstate. I found this tidbit of information humorous because I bet the majority of people taking a traffic school course are not the people driving slowly in the passing lane!
That's enough to bore you with for today! We have a doctor appointment tomorrow so keep your fingers crossed that I have gone past being 1 cm dilated and 50% effaced!
By the way, I published this and added pictures using my iPad. I guess they do make an app for that. It only took me a total of 3 hours to sync my iPad and figure out how to use this app so I hope you enjoyed this entry because a lot of sweat and almost tears went into this :)